I'm walkin' to the day

superandyy:

Seeing hyukjae cry is another thing but to hear him actually sob was heartbreaking. heart shattering. Honestly right now, I still don’t know what to think or feel. I just feel numb. Or maybe pain. I just.. I don’t know.. wanting to replay every funny hyper video there is around. People tell me it’s bad to mope around being sad when; but at this time, at this moment, I do think it’s okay to feel lost and sad.

When Hyuk took pictures of the mic, the desk, took hold of the seat, the table, and just taking it all in was shattering; Sukira is their baby and you can pretty much see that Jungsoo is that affected too, almost tearing up but holding it till the end. 

Sukira was a time to me, they were able to express so much things they can’t normally do on broadcast. I especially enjoy them hearing them sing over the radio it’s because admit it, albums don’t really give them the opportunity to. I love hearing them laugh and I love that even though I don’t completely understand what they’re saying, it brightens me up. And I can’t help but laugh with them too. I love seeing them have fun without any constraints.

The announcement took me by surprise it was so unexpected them both leaving, honestly, at first I really thought Hyuk didn’t want to continue doing it without Teuk but seeing him in that state and his tweets made me think, huh really? 

But it’s not the end, Teuk said so himself maybe they’d be back one day. I hope them the best. But really, this has been so painful. I love you. 

i believe they will be back :’(